Today I woke up at 6:30 after sleeping only for 4 hrs. Since I had lots to study I had planned only one thing for today,
read for atleast 12 continious hours a day.
But within minutes I realized I was having a headache because of insomnia and that it was a task that would be impossible to achieve atleast today. Not only that but also I never have read for such a long period of time in my entire life. So it is quite obvious that my day dreaming has started today as soon as I woke up.
My day went on like this..
I knew I had to open the book that very moment to get the planned task done but my laziness took toll on me. I decided to open the book after brk fast cuz I thought If i touched the book then I wouldn't be able to read continuously for 12 hours. Also I thought I needed some energy thru brkfast to show that kind of perseverance.I readily prepared myself to have a brk fast.
U might ask If I touched a book after the brk fast, atleast?
The answer is no...
Again laziness..
I thought I'd entertain myself and get a cheerful mind by watching some TV cuz Ia m going to
read for atleast 12 continious hours a day,
I watched some TV till 11:30 Am.. not a single entertaingin programme. just played with all channels. Very soon I realised my headache intensified but i still remained persistant(atleast pretended).
Again after 11:30 am, u might ask, did I touch the book?
No i did not.. I thought its already afternoon so better have a lunch and then start.. I am going to read for 12 continous hpours afterall.. I need some good energy before I could get started, So
I cooked food with my lazy room mate and finshed with lunch by 2 pm..
Did I started reading aftr tht?
Luckily I did.. I opened the book and read for 1 hr.. After that I got a crazy idea of writing this blog and wasted 2 hours in deciding the title of the bolg and justifying its purpose in my life which is to critque my behaviour and put pressure on myself to do things that I really wanted to... like now at this very moment I really want to,
To read for atleast 12 continious hours a day,
but wait what the hell I am doing???...
After writing all this crap I understood how pathetically I am living my life and after knowing that my headache got itensified.,, I now have decided to close my book and chill for this entire evening and decided to have a nice sleep tonight so that I can atleast get up actively tomorrow and read,
To read for atleast 12 continious hours a day.
Thinking
1 day ago

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